Okay...
So I'm trying out this nice new way to post to my blog.
It's been quite a while since I've posted. I thought it was about time.
Just sitting here at work waiting to clock in...
Sarah had to drop me off early, as she's going to pick up the triplets.
I'm sure that she's going to have pictures up soon. Head on over to her blog, and check out what's new....
http://rahrah.thetroutmans.net
So, I've been feeling a little different lately. I don't know that I'm really happy in my job any more. There's only so much repetition that you can go through before it becomes old. I'm going for a promotion, but I'm not even sure that it is what I want. I want to make a difference in peoples lives, not work on the luxuries of life - just fixing rich peoples toys.
I've felt a calling on my life to become a nurse. Also to work with children with cancer. It's a burden that I didn't ask for, and when I first met someone who was in that field, told her I didn't know how she did it. But now that I've come to the realization that it's what I need to do, I don't know how I'm to go about it either.
I don't know if I need to go into IT, or medicine. I just want to make a difference in peoples lives. I know I do make a difference with the work I do with my current job, but I still don't feel like it makes a difference where it needs to. I also feel led to ministry. But unless it's full time ministry, I don't know what I'd be able to do. I want to be fully devoted to what I am feeling called to do, and to the God I serve, but at this point, I don't feel that it's happening. I just feel trapped, as I don't want to put our family in any tight spot where we don't have the money we need, but I want to trust God to bring along an opportunity that I can easily see is where I need to be.
